Its been nearly a month

It will be a month tomorrow since God wrapped his arms around you and took you to be pain free, and cancer free. It has gottin easier day to day but there are moments that catch me off guard. Its hard to think that I wont ever again call and talk to you on the telephone. I havent taken your number out of my phone yet... Just cant do it. Everyday I wish you could be here in our house enjoying the grandkids like you have wanted for years. I have alot of questions that may never ever have answers. I miss you everyday. Brad is doing ok. But he too has moments that catch him off guard. Its hard to know that you wont ever call your mom with big news. We havent had to much big news recently but that first time will be hard. Justine is pretty much potty trained. :-) We are all very excited for the nicer weather so we can get outside and enjoy it in OUR yard and walk to the park that is close by. Cant wait to make the yard ours. I wish i could call you to talk about the yard or sewing. Or the kids. :-( I miss you alot. I hope that you are having the time of your life and making lots of quilts with my gramma. You two would have been the best of friends if u had ever gottin to meet. Love you shirl.